Why is it that I’m NEVER able to get things right?
Every single time I think that my life is getting better,
I’m back down in the dumps again.
Everytime I feel that we’re getting somewhere in this relationship,
I’m right back to square one.
I feeeeeeel fucking suicidal.
I tried. You tried.
We know we’ve tried.
So why can’t we work it out? It just doesn’t make sense.
I’VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD FOR OVER A FUCKING YEAR TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.
I just wanna make things right babe.
I’m sorry for all the wrong things I’ve done, and I just wish I could be more perfect for you.
I’d rather let it all out here on my blog than to tell you myself..
cuz I know there’s just not much left to say anymore.
So if this is what he wants, and it’s what she wants..
then why is there so much pain?