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Why is it that I’m NEVER able to get things right?

Every single time I think that my life is getting better,

I’m back down in the dumps again.

Everytime I feel that we’re getting somewhere in this relationship,

I’m right back to square one.

I feeeeeeel fucking suicidal.

I tried. You tried.

We know we’ve tried.

So why can’t we work it out? It just doesn’t make sense.

I’VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD FOR OVER A FUCKING YEAR TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.

I just wanna make things right babe.

I’m sorry for all the wrong things I’ve done, and I just wish I could be more perfect for you.

I’d rather let it all out here on my blog than to tell you myself..

cuz I know there’s just not much left to say anymore.

So if this is what he wants, and it’s what she wants..

then why is there so much pain?