Why I should look forward to school….

After a long, long, LONG LONG break for about half a year doing absolutely nothing except going on holidays and lazing around and having a good time…

I’m finally going…


For the blur ones, I am taking Mass Comm at MDIS.

Wtf I dunno how many times I’ve repeated this already but people are still asking…

Why mass comm at MDIS? It’s not that I can’t get into poly, I still can for some courses, but I don’t wanna go to some shit course that I’m not interested in just for the sake of going to poly, y’know?

I wanted to get into Ngee Ann but of course I’m not that smart eh.

………..11 points? Kill me plz.

No way I would even slog that hard just to get 11 points to get into a good poly.

I’m still bent on going into mass comm though, so I decided to take a private school’s mass comm course instead. And since my brother also took mass comm @ MDIS, naturally, I followed suit…

I don’t think it’s a big deal. The origin of a certificate does not define a person.. I think I have a lot more advantages to make up for my less-impressive cert anyways ;)

Someone like me was meant to do mass comm. I think.

For now, I can’t really see myself doing anything else..

In the future I can go work in the media industry or something. You know, maybe be a journalist, or do some advertising, or whatever…. whatever… don’t exactly know yet.

I’m not a school person, but strangely enough, I am kinda looking forward to school…

Here are my reasons why I’m looking forward to school:


1st reason:
There would be less time for me to rot and laze around

Ok, I guess the past half year has been pretty cool for me.

I’ve went out a lot of times, had a lot of fun, ate a lot of food, done a lot of things and been to cool places like


Las Vegas



Legend Of The Seas Cruise

and various parts of Western Australia.


BUT, even though I’ve had the most amazing times I FEEL VERY BORED NOW!!!

For the past few days, I have been rotting at home. (playing gunbound, watching Paris Hilton’s BFF show, etc)

Besides the occasional meet-ups with girlfriends and the frequent meet ups with my boyfriend and the family gatherings and holidays and blogging I don’t think I’ve been doing anything else.

I’ve become lazier than ever and it is so scary!!!

…..You know you’re a damn slacker when you always lose track of the date.

EVERYTIME I have to ask people what date it is, like, “Erm. what date is it? 3rd April?”

And they give me the wtf look and go, “It’s 9th April.”


One day I will be uncool, saggy and old and I won’t even realize it.

I know a lot of people would love to have my life.

How nice it would be to go out and have fun all the time and still have more than enough money to spend even though you don’t even work at all.

How nice it would be to just do whatever you like, whenever you like, however you like… Nobody to control you or to stress you out or whatever, right?!



Well, not for too long at least!

I agree my life is currently shiok butttttt I am just getting too lazy.

I need to get out there, get my brain to start functioning again, make myself productive and useful to the world…


2nd reason:
It will be a whole new experience.

I am going to experience school like I’ve never did before.

Bye bye HIHS…

This time, I won’t have to wake up at 5am everyday to travel 1 and a half hours to school,
I won’t have to wear ugly uniforms and look like death every morning,
I won’t have to line up and be ordered around like a dog by teachers…

This time, I can wake up at 2pm even, cos most of my classes start at 3, I can wear make up and dress nicely for school, and I definitely would never have to be treated like a juvenile again.

I liked to annoy teachers back in high school, but to be honest, all their screaming and lecturing ways have gotten way boring….

My secondary school days were definitely memorable.

I had a lot of fun, crazy, wild and amazing times.

And I had very sad times as well.

I’ve definitely learnt a lot.

It feels quite surreal actually.

I remember being Secondary 2 and wishing time would quickly pass and that I could grow up faster.

Then I remember being Sec 3 and hoping time would just stop there.

I was Sec 1, I was Sec 2, I was Sec 3, I was Sec 4 and now I’m out of secondary school.

I’ve wanted to do a long and emotional blog post about leaving HIHS since the day I left.

But I haven’t found the strength yet.. sometimes, I just refuse to think about it.

Frankly speaking, I don’t really feel like I left my secondary school,

I just feel like I’m on a very long holiday…


I’m both happy and relieved that it’s over, yet sad and nostalgic at the same time.

However, that’s all history now and I’m finally moving on to a new phase of life.

Memories I will keep forever.

They say high school’s the best time of your life and I definitely hope that’s not true because if that is so, the rest of my life does not look very promising.

Now, hopefully a more mature and responsible Jessica will skip school less often and take work more seriously… hopefully.


Speaking of changes, I wonder what the hell I should wear on my first day of school?

And should I put on make up?

Some people at MDIS dress up as though they’re at a fashion show… It’s amusing.

Currently, I’m planning to wear a smart casual tee and shorts and sandals and light make up.

If I wear full make up, they’d probably think I’m the sort who dolls up everyday, which is totally not true, because more often that not, I leave my house without make up and I’m so used to looking absolutely shitty in school.

I’m sure if you’re one of my school mates you’d remember that half the time I looked like


cos my shirt will be untucked, my hair would be messy, my eyes would be half closed…

God I looked like the living dead.

So yea, if I wear full make up on the first day and if I don’t go with any make up the 2nd day, probably nobody would recognize me and they’d all be like “WTF” so ya…. I think I’ll stick with light make up.


3rd reason :
To finally put my craazzyy amount of clothes to good use

Hahahah the other day Peggy was at my house and she saw my wardrobe and she was like,

“Omg why are your clothes stacked so damn high?!?!”

I ran out of hangers, so I decided to fold my clothes neatly and stack them and they’re like toppling over every single time I try to take something out to wear cos the pile is so high it can hardly balance anymore.

I have stopped accepting sponsored advertorials nowadays, unless I really really like items because I received soooo much clothes for blogshops, 95% of them which I’ve never even worn ONCE, or worse – now I even forgot their existence.

I would donate them to the salvation army, but I’m sure people in Africa wouldn’t wanna wear a satin toga dress or checkered leggings, right?

So now that I’m having school everyday, I will be putting all my clothes to good use! Woot.

The only problem is, I have a lot of dressy clothes that are tight or short or low cut or bling bling so I’m not sure whether they’re appropriate or not… Hmmm.

Anyways, we’ll see how it goes!!

I am hoping to set up a blogshop soon, which will sell alot of my own BN / preloved clothes, do stay tuned for that! Hehe.


4th reason -
To spend more time with my brother

My brother will still be studying in MDIS for about a month more, and for this month he will be driving my mum’s Beetle to fetch us both to school.

After this month when he graduates, my mum will be driving me to school instead…

It is damn effing far, I stay at Simei and it’s at STIRLING ROAD!!

Fucking queenstown, fucking 1 hour if I took public transport!!!!

So thank god I have my brother/mother to always fetch me to school… Hehehe.

It’s quite cool to be in the same school with my brother, I never thought that would happen, since he’s 8 years my senior.

We used to hang out and play together when we were much younger, but him being a guy 8 years my senior, naturally, we drifted apart…

I’m really thankful for our frequent family gatherings and dinners nowadays though,

makes me very happy whenever we have family dinners, or when we go out for midnight movies together with James, etc :)

Maybe I will get to get to know my brother a little bit more, see how he’s like when he’s in school… heh.


5th reason: I will be studying something I’m interested in.

Something that will be really useful for me when I go out and work.

I thought that math in secondary school was utter bullshit most of the time.

What with polygrams and lo…log..logarithim?

Damn I don’t even remember what they’re called anymore.

I always used the excuse of “not being interested” in certain subjects whenever I failed math / science / chinese or whatever.

I told myself I will do well in subjects I’m interested in, such as Literature and Pure Geography. and I did.

So now, I will know for sure whether what I’ve said is correct… Since I have chosen to study mass comm, there should be no complaints.

Perhaps, I will finally have a chance to realize my full potential.

To do something I’m good at doing, to do something I enjoy doing.

I hope school in the future will be something I find productive and useful, enough to keep me awake throughout the day…

No more staying back an extra hour on Wednesdays for teachers to explain about Sex Education like we did in high school!!!


I am so over that man hahaha that was really hilarious.

Alright, that’s all I can think of now.

Sadly, the reason “Getting to know more hot guys” cannot be added to my list because…. *gasp* I’ve been to MDIS and I know what it’s like. I think.

P.S – I realize my tagboard has been swarmed by an unusual amount of tags recently, and it’s getting hard to reply / read all of them so do leave comments if you have something important to say!




Just because I choose to remain silent about some issues

Doesn’t mean I don’t have anything to say about it

I know I’m way better than to stoop to your level

I don’t need to explain everything to everybody

Because those who matter won’t mind, and those who mind don’t matter.

I am fine with being misunderstood by some people, I don’t expect them to understand anyway… This life is not just for anybody.


I am particularly lazy to blog these days, as you might have noticed. Been spending lots of quality time with my lappy (-__-) and my baby James.

I’ll make it up for a long post soon-ish!

P.S – I love gunbound, especially when I’m alone at home, and especially more when I’m playing it with James… what better than to revive good old times?

P.P.S – I just HAD to exclaim that the best chinese dish ever is the braised pork with tau gua and egg with the dark sweet soy sauce thingy… You know, all grandmothers cook that?!?! SUPER YUMMY!!!!!



Random facts you didn’t know about me!!

Ok so like I feel so guilty for not blogging much recently except posting a few act chio photos and expecting to get away with it hahaha..

That is so not me, so yea, here’s a post!

I wasn’t sure what to blog about initially but I decided I’d make it up as I type the entry.

This entry will be about

Random facts you
(probably) didn’t know about me!

(Wow, I am so NOT self-absorbed… I am just being generous in sharing with you my awesome life HA HA HA)




1) I do not believe in God.

I think that God can be your best friend, yes,... your imaginary best friend that is.

I have learnt (or at least tried) to be more subtle these days, and so I shall not impose my opinions on you too much.

If you’re still interested in reading about my opinions on religion,

(Warning: Sensitive religious people with a cactus up their asses should not read, or should read and NOT comment)

Religion Post 1 -
this is more offensive

Religion Post 2
– this has the most awesome and funny quotes you’ll ever read

I know I was quite offensive and absorbed in my own views in the past, am not exactly proud of some things I said in my older posts BUT I am very proud of myself for always standing my ground and sticking to what I believe in, instead of fearing to voice my opinions just because it’s different from others.

I was a born buddist but as I grew older, I also grew wiser and the idea of god faded just like how santa claus did.

My mum and my grandmother are very religious people, who often pray and go to the temple, etc, and sometimes I tag along (When they force me to) just to humour them.

I don’t scoff that much at religious people anymore, but I still find the whole idea very amusing although now I understand why people choose to believe in a god.

I’ve went through pain and lonely nights and felt like nobody could help me or understand, and at that point of time, having a god exist would be nice.

But I’d like to think I’m stronger than resorting to rely on an imaginary character eh.

The only thing I worship is Foodism!!!!




2) I have a boyfriend who is shorter than me

(I didn’t stand very straight in this picture)

..For those of you who say I look bigger sized than James, you are right. I am about 1.7m (WITHOUT HEELS) and he’s a few CM shorter than that.

Many girls would probably gasp and go like, “WA HOW CAN?!?!”

…Why cannot? Physical appearance matters to me, but I think the face is the most important, so I care less about the rest (evidently, if you compare my face and my figure)

I would rather have a boyfriend who has a cute face but is rather short than a boyfriend who is rather buff but has a below average face.

I don’t feel uncomfortable going out with him just because he is shorter - it’s not about the height, it’s about the chemistry and the length

Girls who say they feel insecure when they go out with small sized guys need to get over their damn insecurities. Wtf?! Self-confidence plz!

Appearance aside, James also matters a lot to me and although we are the two most different people in a relationship ever, we have very strong chemistry and passion, which a lot of couples lack.

Also, by passion I mean the passion to annoy the hell out of each other at times.




3) My parents are divorced

I love this pic, it’s my desktop wallpaper now :)

Me and my family are getting on fine now, but we’ve had a rather dark past.

A past that not many people know of, to the extent that some people would think I’m trying to gain attention by making up stories if I revealed some secrets.

I’m not ashamed of my past, but all that is left is history and what matters most now is that I am a happy girl who is loved by her family (albeit not absolutely complete)

Quite a few people have asked about my dad recently (since I post about my mum and uncle john much more than him)

My dad is a professor / lecturer at NUS/NUH, as he has been for a very long time.

(why is the professor’s daughter’s teeth so yellow? mystery of the century xD)

He used to be the Dean of the Dentistry Faculty, and has achieved many great things…

Things I hope I’m not expected to match up to in the future because I don’t think I can. If you google him, you’ll find countless number of pages documenting his achievements..

If you can figure out his name, that is ;)

As for my mum, the 50+ year old hottie,

she’s currently unemployed, living a super shiok life of a tai tai, doing nothing much except going out, going on cruises and having holidays all over the world with her multi-millionaire boyfriend of 6 years Uncle John. (the one whose house we stay in everytime we go to Perth)

I have an elder brother, currently in the same school as me – MDIS.

I start school on the 20th btw!!! Am kinda excited and reluctant at the same time… it’s a strange feeling.

I live with my mother and my brother and my maid and quite often, my boyfriend + my grandmother too xD




4) I am not a popular / sociable person

I know alot of you must be thinking, “Wtf then your blog is what?”

But you see, 9/10 of the people here who know me, …..I don’t know them.

Those who know me well would realize that I keep a small group of friends. I am very selective when it comes to friends, and would rather have no friends than to have a bunch of idiots as my friends.

Again, this might have something to do with my attitude (problem) but I stand firm in my beliefs and I cannot stand a lot of girls just as how they might not be able to stand me.

Sometimes I don’t see beneath peoples’ masks and I trust too easily. Or sometimes I’m just deluded for a very long time.

When I finally realize they’re no good for me though, nothing will make me stay.

All I will take with me is memories. And lessons.

I believe I can make a lot more friends if I actually bothered to be nicer to people, but yea I really can’t be bothered, so…

Loneliness is not a factor, because James is my best friend + boyfriend :)

I would rather spend time with him than anyone else.

But when we break up / have fights then… having a good friend would come in handy.

In school, I used to hang around with the “sociable” girls and even now, I hang out with “sociable” people like Fidelis, but the ironic fact is… I’m not exactly a sociable person.

I am the introvert, and the extrovert.

When I’m around people I’m comfortable with, I become all goofy and crazy and weird and talk non-stop but when I’m around people I’m not familiar with I tend to act aloof and distant.

I definitely don’t go around “mingling” with people and I probably won’t smile at you if I see you on the streets.

But one thing’s for sure, most of the time, I treat people the way they treat me.. If you smile at me, I’ll definitely smile back.

Unless you are Steven Lim.




5) I don’t do / have never done

drugs, cigarettes, (excessive) alcohol and gambling

I would never do anything hazardous to my health. (wait, does eating more than your stomach can fill count?)

I can’t stand it when people who smoke come near to me or touch me / my things with their filthy hands that smell like nicotine, so whenever James just had a puff I’d tell him to stay away from me or go wash his hands + rinse his mouth.

I read somewhere that kissing a smoker is like licking an ash tray. Great.

I think smoking is about one of the dumbest things ever - you pay money to become addicted to something that will cause you lung cancer.

Drugs - self-explanatory…

Alcohol - I guess enjoying fine wine or a few drinks here and there is fine, as long as you don’t get addicted.

But to hit the clubs every other night to get wasted and show everyone just how big a loser you are when you’re drunk is pathetic beyond words.

Lol image of the day

Gambling - My mum used to be superrr addicted to mahjong and would gamble every other night for over 20 years and somewhere last year she just stopped.


!! I thought she would play mahjong until the day she died

It’s just not worth the risk la…

If it was, it’d be called “Taking responsible risks” and not just “gambling”

I don’t understand why addicted people would let themselves be manipulated by things that way.

Be it cigarettes, or alcohol, or gambling, drugs, etc…

I don’t think it’s very intelligent and I feel that everything should have its limit.

I know a lot of people who smoke, gamble, drink and even some who do drugs but I would never, NEVER let myself succumb.

Wa now I sound like I am self-praising hahaha.

I know some people would be thinking, “that’s cos you’re still quite young”

But it’s exactly because I am young that I keep reminding and promising myself never to touch those things – if you don’t set your own morals and principles right when you’re a teenager, it’s going to be hard to change your mind later on.

The only thing I am possibly slightly addicted to is blogging and the internet but at least I use it towards my advantage – if I weren’t hooked onto the internet, I wouldn’t have this blog and all of you wouldn’t be reading this, so yea…





Ok quite I think I’m gonna stop here since I’m getting bored of ranting on & on :)

I can’t believe I just typed a wholeeeeee post about ME!!!!!


Maybe I’ll continue this another time when my brain is working better~

Now you know a little bit more about me!


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