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I guess in certain points of your life, …you just gotta let go.

I am always remembering this phrase, but damn, why can’t it ever really just set in my mind?

Nobody is going to be friends with you forever, Jessica.

Nobody is going to like you forever, Jessica.

Even mothers and boyfriends and best friends will leave you one day.

I am SLOWLY starting to realize this….

And you know, I don’t feel so bad for being who I am today.

Quite a few people have told me that I’ve changed, but at least for now, this is the real me.

I am proud to say that, I’d rather be hated for who I am than be loved for who I am not.”

I’m tired of pleasing people.

Be happy for me that I am progressing in my life. I am changing, but if you embrace the changes, it does not necessarily always have to be a bad thing.

I don’t really know what this post is all about.

I just felt like typing this out.

As time passes by, I have finally learnt how to let go of things and I will not let the superficial lies, backstabbing, and abandoning get to me.

Other people can say what they want. Psht.

…I’ve had enough of trying to meet their crazy standards.

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I am me.

Hello, my name is Jessica.

xoxo,
Jess

bang bang! your dead

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

Yeah yeah, so here it is! MY NEW HAIRSTYLE~~~~~

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TADAH!!!!!!!!! bang bang you’re dead.

….So, what do you guys think?!??!??

I dunno about you but I think the change is pretty drastic! Considered straightening my hair but decided I haven’t got enough of wavy hair. Straight hair = so boring.

I was pretty horrified at first, but I got over it after awhile! I look pretty goofy / silly sometimes =)

I kept complaining in the salon that I look like a 6 year old. LOL. Poor hairstylists had to keep assuring and comforting me.

The changes are = different curls, bye-bye long fringe and hello bangs, bye-bye long hair and hello shoulder length hair.

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I also removed my extensions!!!!

So now, my hair is super super super short.

Even though I won’t look “sophisticated” or “elegant” anymore, but there ARE some bright sides to this hairstyle, ok!!!

WHO’S TO SAY I LOOK LIKE 20 YEARS OLD NOW?

HUH?

WHHHOOOOOO HUHUHUHUHUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH? AHAAHAHAHAHA!!!!

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…Yeah I thought so.

NOBODY. *smirks*

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I feel like such a rebel!!!!!

When I had straight hair last time, James said : “Don’t perm your hair lah. What if it looks weird? Your straight hair is nice.”

….But I went to perm, TWICE, anyway.

And few days ago I told James I wanna cut my hair and he said : “Cut anything you want, except don’t cut those straight fringe ok? Looks stupid.”

….BUT I WENT TO CUT BANGS ANYWAY.

LOLOLOL. James totally went “WTF” yesterday when he saw me, and he ran away!!! Literally… I had to chase him all around Plaza Singapura. Cuz I didnt tell him I went to the salon. Ooooopsie =P

The first thing he said when he saw me is : “WTF HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR?”

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The bright sides about this hairstyle: No need to stress about ugly brows. I’m the worst at drawing brows, and no need to constantly go for painful eyebrow plucking! LOL

No need to bother about pimples and oily forehead. Afterall, they can’t even be seen

No need to worry about hair being flat! With my old fringe, it was kinda “dead” and flat, but now my fringe seems to be sooooo volumized.

…And, finally, I can put away those long, tight, short, meant-for-20-year-olds-to-wear dresses. I can ditch the “young-tai-tai” look and finally LOOK like the 16 year old that I am!

WOOOOOOOOOO! No more annoying people going “OMG UR ONLY 16??? so mature looking… you dont look your age…”

Nyahahahaaha. I look super dorky but am totally loving it! See which lao pek pek will stare at me in the MRT now.

Anyways, more pichurs of maaaaaaa new hair-do:

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This hairstyle is super good to act cute with. NA NI NA NI POO POO LOLOLLOL

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Hi, I’m not retarded. My name is Jessica.

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Curls are like the sexiest thing on earth.

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I’m feeling too funky with this new hair.

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HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

My hair feels sooo soft and light now, the extensions were very dry. I love my hair texture, it’s always so good even after perming it 2 times in a week. LOL.

I can finally wash my hair in peace, baby!!!

Bye-bye extensions. I will get you back after my O levels, definitely.

xoxo,
Jess

new hairstyle, baby!

HAIRSTYLES – Something I have never been adventurous at.

Everytime I think of doing something crazy to my hair, I think of the “possible consequences” and I chicken out. So I always end up telling the hairdresser, “Just cut the stray ends” or something like that…

When I leave the salon, I feel an immense sense of relief and regret. Relief because I knew I had avoided something that could have been so disastrous, but at the same time I really wanted to try something new!

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So I thought, “how nice if I could all sorts of different hairstyles, and if I don’t like it, I can change it away in a mere second!”

Of course, being the genius that I am, I did just that!

Lo and Behold, Jessica’s come in many forms, shapes and sizes:

For example……….this?

COULD become…..

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HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAaaaAAHAHAH!!!!



I am so bloody good

at entertaining myself……


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Check out my other cool personalities:

not bad ar this!

Getting bored? I have a new face for you!

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WOOOO! CHIO BU!!

I think I’d make a pretty cute boy.

MOVE OVER, clinton…..

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FOR JESSICA is new president!! HAHAHAA.

Maybe I can use this for my portfolio.

I think I look pretty good with blonde!

Someone said that this looks very xiaxue!

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AND, lastly……

Woot! One more dua neh neh photo for you. HEHEHEHE.

So how??? What kinda hairstyle do you think suits me? =P

Anyway, I’VE CUT MY HAIR ALREADY!!!

THE CHANGE IS SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR DRASTIC.

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…Oh yeah, you’ll definitely want to see this. Not implying that it’s extremely gorgeous, just a very big change and extremely interesting ;)

I will reveal my new hairstyle tomorrow!

So come back tomoooooooooorrow, and PROMISE not to laugh!!!

xoxo,
Jess
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