7 things i’m missing right now

It may be the holidays,

I may have alot of time to do the things I wanna do,

however there’s just some things that don’t occur so often no matter how much time I have or how much I want it to happen..

It’s been rainy these few days~

Urging me to stay at home & reflect a little.

The kind of feeling you get when you get

when you wake in the morning, slowly walk towards the window while letting the cold breeze gently sweep across your face and watching droplets of water gradually fall from the sky.

And I suddenly realize I’m missing alot of things in my life so badly.

So here are the top 7 things I’m missing right now

#1 thing I’m missing right now - I miss my Dad.

I only get to see him a few times in a whole year. Been like that since like, parents separated.

That’s me and Daddy a few months back while having dinner at Sentosa with my boyfriend & friends.

He gave me & James vouchers to stayover at Sentosa’s resort.

& yeah I know I look retarded in the picture, I was sweaty & tired and all so shhh. I still had straight hair back then =o

Yeah but how retarded I look is not the point. The point is I MISS MY OLD MAN!

I miss going to America with him.

I miss the time we went to Las Vegas, watched all the freaking awesome shows & stuffed ourselves silly with hotel buffets.

Then we’d marvel at the city’s amazing lights & hotels, & excitedly exploring everything it had to offer.

The Bellagio’s fountain display at night was breathtaking..

I still remember very clearly when me & my Dad were watching the waterworks, I suddenly said, “How I wish I had him here with me…”

And by “him”, I obviously didn’t mean James, I meant my online “boyfriend” (from Neopets, to be specific).

What?! I was only like 11 years old so having a Neopets crush is still acceptable la.

By the way, when I got back from my holiday I found out that Adam (I still remember his name can!), my Neopets love, actually hacked my Neopets account & wiped the entire thing clean. I had millions lor! Then I never heard from him again. So much for wanting him to be there with me in Vegas

And I also miss the times I went to Disneyland, Sea World, Universal Studios, & all the other amusement parks, hotels with my dearest Daddy.

Say hello to my favourite place in the world!!!! DISNEYLAND.

They have awesome street parades plus amazing fireworks display every single day. Which other damn place in the world can beat that?

I miss dragging my daddy onto every single awesome disney ride. I miss eating their turkey legs and churros. I miss being the happiest kid in the world.

Awww look at that. The 2 peeps on the extreme right are me & Dad, @ a freaking fun water raft ride in Disney’s Adventure Park (or something, can’t remember)

Right after we got off the ride, I dragged him all the way to the entrance to sit on it and get drenched all over again. HAHAHA.

It’s fun to get drenched in America where it’s freaking cold.

Aww, I wanna keep blogging about Sea World, Universal Studios & everything else because it brings back fond memories that are the closest to my heart and it makes me super happy & excited to blog about them.

Yet at the same time, it makes me kind of sad because I don’t know when I’ll get to have the experience with my Dad again and all.. I wonder if he still thinks of me everyday.

But you get the picture of how much I love everything I’ve mentioned above, don’t you? =)

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#2 thing I’m missing - Spending quality time with the rest of my family. (mum, bro, cousins, etc)

Wooooo~ That’s my Mum.

Don’t you wish your mama was hot like mine?

Even though we stay in the same house together with my brother, we hardly get to spend quality family time together. And I do mean hardly.. Once in awhile it makes me sad, but I get over it fast. Not all families are perfect :]

I love family gatherings, which is why for the first time, I’m so looking forward to Chinese New Year! Not only do we have lots of goodies, angbaos & family gatherings, I think we’re also going for a trip to Genting together. Weeeee~

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#3rd thing I’m missing right now - The Mighty 6 Bitches.

(missing dear rach in the pic)


What I have to say to you 5 bitches is: Eat shit & die la. =(

Ever since the holiday started, we’ve been spending NIL time together. 3 of them disgustingly busy with their boyfriends and other stuff but just not girlfriends. Grrr.

I have a boyfriend but I still make the effort to try to meet you girls up okay?

Eunice!! STOP cooping yourself at home playing online games, or else I’ll knock on your front door and slap you with my ass.

& YOU, stupid bitch with her ass all the way in America. Ya ya ya, stop laughing Rachael Siew Ji Tek. So now it’s all Jake, Gill and godknowswho – no more Singaporean friends in your heart right? I swear, if you don’t come back to SG next year, I’ll fly over to America to kill you so we can have that songka party you always wanted.

Ok. I’m done with the scolding.
Even though I’ve cursed every single one of you, I still love you guys k =D

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#4th thing I’m missing right now - Good Food.


I’m starving right now. I’m a glutton. I can never get enough of good food.

I want to jump into the fucking monitor screen and onto those seats! The good food was meant for me. I JUST KNOW IT.

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#5th thing I’m missing right now - James.

Hello there lover ;)

He makes my heart skip a beat everytime I see him. Because no one else can make me feel the way he does.

Because there’s no other man in this world I’d rather be in love with than my baby!

& this sweetie pie is on the way to my place now. YAY. I can finally see him, he works everyday except Saturdays (which he spends with me, so sweet.)

The poor boy must be awfully tired from all the work, furthermore he has to travel all the way from Boon Lay to Simei after his work, and early in the morning tomorrow he has to do it vice versa again.

I really appreciate it though. I GET TO HUG MY LOVE TO SLEEP TONIGHT! (“v”)

Hehehe I found this picture while browsing through my HP’s memory card. I drew that on his back last time =P

And he drew this on mine:


Oh my love, the silly stuff we always get up to..

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#6th thing I’m missing right now - Shopping (and money)

Because it makes me just as happy as this adorable kiddo.

The best things in life are free – family, friends, sex, love, etc..

And even though all of those make me very happy, (not so sure about the sex part)

Materialistic pleasures gets me pretty damn excited as well!

I want to buy fabulous dresses, luxurious branded handbags, some killer heels & whatnots..

Forever 21. My addiction. My love =’)

The best fashion line where you can find so many different styles of fashionable clothing – chic, demure, sweet, cute, sexy, elegant, glamorous, funky, outrageous..

All at really affordable prices. Whenever I go shopping, if I don’t shop at Forever 21 I’d feel incomplete. =o

#7th thing I’m missing right now - …School?

I don’t miss the waking-up-during-godforsaken-hours-of-6am-to-take-a-1-hour-bus-ride-to-school-and-listen-to-fucking-boring-lessons, but..

I miss my kuku classmates! Yes, that’s me in the green shirt with my pink specs. Finally you get to see a photo of me without the make up, false lashes, dresses & bling bling huh?

And yes, my skirt IS long, I look like a bookworm.. I don’t really care if I look “uncool” in school or whatever. I dress in the latest trends and I’ve got the newest Gucci bag, but that doesn’t mean I have to display all that in school.

I dress appropriately for school because it’s an educational school and not a fashion school. Stupid ah-lians with their pathetically-authored-until-mini-skirts, fancy (ugly, actually) hair accessorries and colourful plastic earrings should learn to get that fact right.

I’m not particularly close to my classmates, but well, I guess everyone will miss something that’s become a routine in their lives.

I also miss falling asleep during lessons la, LOL. You probably can tell from the picture that my class isn’t the most hardworking bunch =P

But that doesn’t mean we’re not clever. Woohoo.

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And that’s the end of my long post and list! =D

Although there are many other things I wanna do like go wild wild wet (I know it’s weird but whatever LOL), have BBQ, etc.. but I figured these were the first few things that came to my mind while I was deep in thought.

Oh, what I’d give for all these things to happen once again.

…What do you feel is missing from your life?


few thousand words

I have the urge to drown my sorrows in alcohol..

I feel AWFUL.

$^$^#&@%!Q$%!%@&!!!! is what I’m feeling now.



They say a picture tells a thousand words..

So here’s a few thousand for you guys.

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The longer I look at this picture, the more I love it. Credits to Mr.Chia for the awesome editing! ;)

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Don’t tell anyone my dirty little secrets..

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You know how there’s this sign all over in MRT stations?

I remember looking at it for the first time…

and I burst out laughing.

I always knew Teddy Bears were evil :P

Seems like cute things ALWAYS turn out to be eviiiiilllll…

Such as Guys.

Such as Teletubbies.



Then again…

I think if there really was a terrorist attack or something, I will be the first one to die straight away lor.

Cuz I will be like,


*taps EZ link card and strolls along*

*sees a freaking adorable little teddy bear sitting all alone on the chair*

…*jaw drops and runs towards teddy bear excitedly*

*picks adorable teddy up*

….*Jessica explodes*

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But I don’t think he misses me.

He’s been acting strange.

I think he doesn’t love me anymore :(


Jessica wears underwear that expresses herself.


I should stop being a whiny bitch.

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Some pictures from today’s shoot.

I’m not going to bother posting up others, because I feel that I am becoming super ugly.

Oh oh. A photog gave me some polaroids of myself. It’s freaking awesome to have polaroids of yourself, LOL. It feels so vintage-y.

I thought that 8 photographers to 1 girl would be scary, but the people there were supppppperr friendly & fun – I had a great timeeee! =D

Although the lighting & the backdrops are seriously NOT to my liking at all.

Blue backdrop with “cloud” prints with a red outfit?

Red backdrop with a purple dress?

You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. XD

I look like a prostitute from China, I should go for plastic surgery already :(

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Look at this picture, without the backdrops.

So much better in terms of colour, do you see what I mean now?

Oh well, I’m doing it for the fun & money anyway…. Furthermore, the people involved were extremely nice. *tries not to think too much about it*

I’m not in the greatest mood at the moment, so I’m gonna go now~

Goodnight my lovelies~

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