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-.-”””””

is exactly how i’m feeling.

We had another quarrel last night.

Well not exactly quarrel la. He’s trying to make it up to me. No matter how much I scream at him, whine, bitch, or do things to seriously piss him off, he would apologize and try to make it up to me.

Which I find abit scary cuz I’ve never really seen him so devoted before. LOL. I just hope he’ll really really really change.

Meanwhile, I think my period’s coming soon cuz I’m having serious PMS. Being a girl sucks.

See what I mean? I’m bitching about how much of a bitch I am on my blog again. I CANNOT STAND MYSELF SOMETIMES. *slaps me*

Anyway anyway.

JAMES BOUGHT PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN VCD! (or is it dvd?)

It’s the 4th movie.

You can’t find it on the internet, it’s not out in theatres anytime soon but I get to watch it now nyehh nyehhhhhhhhhhhhh. Aren’t you so very jealous?? =P

I don’t even know the name of the 4th movie. LOL. But I’m gonna watch it anyway.

I thought the third movie was really pathetic. Still liked the first one best. It’s always like that with movies, isn’t it? Think Harry Potter, think of other movie sequels..

Usually the first is the best you’ll get, and anything that follows is usually really retarded.

I liked Ocean’s 13 though :)

Right, this is getting too random.

Ok, I promised to bring pictures but I don’t really have anyyyyyy cuz they’re all in James phone.

SO MUCH FOR BUYING A DIGITAL CAMERA.

It runs out of battery sooo fast and I always forget to charge and so it’s usually dead and useless.

I managed to bluetooth over one picture to my handphone from James, and after that my phone died on me so one picture is all you get:

Yes. That’s me in the middle of the highway. XD

While we were on the way to town on James bike, the sky decided to weep so we had to take shelter under a bridge. So I sat under the bridge by the roadside of the highway and camwhored all the way. HAHAHA. People passing by must be thinking I got bored of camwhoring at home so I decided to try it at the side of the highway.

It may not look like it was raining, but the wind and rain was soooooo big yesterday. Got DRENCHED.

The reason why I looked so happy in the picture above is because it was taken BEFORE I got drenched..

So I watched Alvin & the chipmunks yesterday

WTF!!!!!!!!!!

CHIPMUNKS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE PLZ.

I really liked Theodore in the movie, he was the cutest. The other 2 were.. cute, but annoying.

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS AN ADORABLE TALKING CHIPMUNK!!!

I loved loved loved the chipmunk from the movie Enchanted, but I can’t find pictures of him anywhere =’(

Ok ok I’ve had enough of ranting. But still I just have to say this one last bit…


CHECK OUT MY NEW GOLD HEELS I BOUGHT YESTERDAY!!!!!

I’ve been wanting a pair of nice gold heels for SO SO LONG and I finally found one that meets ALL my requirements. Fweeeeehh.

Why I love it:

The cutting of the shoe is soooo sexay, and the peeptoe part is really comfortable and cute. (some peeptoes are just so ugly)

The heel is skinny enough, metallic and it’s above 3 inches.

It’s very comfortable for a 3+inch heels! The grip is quite strong and the heel is sturdy enough.

The colour is absolutely fantasticcccc *____* It’s super metallic and bright. (Doesnt look that bright in pictures because of my HP cam)

AND IT’S ONLY $50, HAHAHAHAHA. It’s super hard to find nice gold shoes in Singapore, and I got it for so cheap yay yay yay.

My topshop flatties~

Also with GOLD!!!

I’m like super obsessed with anything gold plz :) love the velvetty material.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

xoxo,
Jess

busy & blah

Hello dearies~

Sorry haven’t been blogging about good stuff much :(

Well, you can’t blog about good stuff when there aint no good stuff tuh blog bout eh?

Don’t really feel like talking much about it anymore.

It’s like 2am now, I’m tired as heck (swollen eyes, quarrels, been out the whole day… you get the picture) and tomorrow morning I have a shoot at bedok reservoir.

Horror of horrors.

Even though I don’t enjoy waking up early in the morning for shoots, but I like being busy cuz it keeps my mind off things :)

And a BIG BIG BIG DISTRACTION TO TAKE ME AWAY FROM MY WORRIES is exactly what I need right now.

So even if I have nothing to do, I plan to make myself busy so as not to let my thoughts wander negatively.

For example, I’m going to start planning where the hell to go & what to do on Christmas. Seriously, I have no idea -___________-

I WANT A CHALET / BBQ but duhhh it’s obviously fully booked since donkey years ago.

Promise to update by monday~

I’m not feeling all that great, but at least I’m not feeling suicidal right now.

Thank you to everyone was concerned~

I havent been online much so didn’t get to see my tagboard, and when I finally did it kinda exploded with messages.. o___o

so it’s impossible to reply to all of them individually.

But it’s really awfully sweet of y’all. *dramatic sniff*

Reading the MSN & Chantango msgs, tags and emails make my heart melt.

And if I could, I’d give every one of you lovelies a big big hug to show my appreciation (“v”)

At least I know that if my boyfriend breaks up with me,

I still have lovely readers who won’t leave me..

.

.

….RIGHT?

RIGHT?!?!?!?

Whyyy, don’t you love me anymoreeeeeeeeeee? :(

SAY IT AIN’T SO~!

Ok ok I sound drunk.

It is 2am though.

BYE LOVERS! I’LL BE BACK WITH PICTURES & HAPPY STUFF (uh, hopefully)

xoxo,
Jess

Tomorrow – Avril Lavigne

I’ve been listening to this song for years whenever I’m down.

——————–

And I wanna believe you,

When you tell me that it’ll be okay.

Yeah, I try to believe you

But I don’t..

When you say that it’s gonna be

It always turns out to be a different way.

I try to believe you

But not today, today, today, today, today..

I

I don’t know how I’ll feel

Tomorrow..

Tomorrow.

And I don’t know what to say,

Tomorrow

Tomorrow, is a different day.

It’s always been up to you..

It’s turning around, it’s up to me

I’m gonna do what I have to do

Just don’t.

Give me a little time,

Leave me alone a little while..

And maybe its not too late

Not today, today, today, today, today..

xoxo,
Jess
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