Avril Lavigne – When You’re Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought that I’d need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I’m alone..
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you.

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you..
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK

I miss you.

Dear, it’s been one year since the first day we decided to be together.

Do you miss me too?

I don’t understand why I was robbed of the chance to love you.

I can’t fall asleep tonight..

xoxo,
Jess

living dead

What does “living dead” actually mean? If it’s dead how can it be living, and if it’s living then it can’t be dead.

Okay, so that was totally random.

It came to my mind because I feel so empty inside, kind of like a dead person, someone whos lost her soul. Yet life goes on, because I still have to go to school and do work and do stuff normal humans do even though I don’t feel like doing anything at all.

I guess that’s what “living dead” should mean. People who has the body and the mind but just not the soul.

I don’t really feel like blogging much recently, my apologies to my readers. I just feel like taking time off to “relax”, and hope that things will get better for me. Although instead of relaxing, I feel like I’m wasting time, It’s pointless. Why try to convince yourself that you don’t love someone which you actually do?

Maybe if I try to be real busy, I won’t miss him so much.

What I did in class today =D

Like it?

I don’t wanna erase it off, but my teacher’s soo gonna kill me.

Good night everyone x)

i wish he’d give me a call~..

xoxo,
Jess

kill me please

Previous post has been removed because I feel like such a hypocrite. I don’t know how I’m feeling and I don’t know what I want and I don’t know what to do..

I’m just gonna try to give myself some time. GIVE YOURSELF TIME AND SPACE, JESSICA!

Dont love you no more? Who the hell am I kidding?

I don’t have anything much to blog about at the moment, except more emo-shakespear-writing. Which I think I have done quite enough of recently.

So to make it up to you, here’s something for your viewing pleasure:

www.freewebs.com/underage-girl

It’s a love story that you’ll fall in love with. One of the best I’ve read online.

It may seem long, but what the heck, all the best stories are long right? Think Harry Potter ;)
Eat my shit if you don’t like to read HP.

Furthermore, if you’re a reader of my blog means you can tahan reading alot of words, cuz my posts are always lengthy. =D wooo!

So, YA LA, JUST GO READ IT OK?

Lots of love to you guys,

hope y’all don’t get screwed up like me.

xoxo,
Jess
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